| today was not good.. i dunno what to do.. im so frustrated..im lost and confused.. and i feel like im always failing at what i do.. like some how im never good enough and never gonna get better..i feel so weak and like im just not as good as i should be..i feel.. like i dunno i had this major high point and now.. its just like..im sinking to the bottom.. i just dunno what im gonna do.. i know things will get better they always do.. its just you know you feel real helpless and like you just wanna get away.. and be someone totaly diffrent.. kim was right.. im always there for everyone and i give them confidence but im my own worst enemy and i cant even give myself the confidence to make it through a one day..
hannah |
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| my astrologicalness haha
How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
High-spirited, enthusiastic, and exuberant, you love adventure, change, exploring new territory, and are not happy confined to the same safe, familiar, secure little world all the time. You have a strong restlessness and yearning for something greater than anything you've yet experienced, and you often live in your dreams and visions for the future. You tend to believe that the grass is greener somewhere else and you like to keep moving, either literally or figuratively. Idealistic and optimistic, you always expect something better ahead. You love to have a goal, something to aim for, but once you achieve it you are on to something else. You are ever on the lookout for new opportunities and you are a gambler, willing to take risks and to break new ground. The possibility of discovering something new is what makes life interesting for you. You have great faith in life and bounce back quickly from disappointment and failure.
much <3nn yall!
xoxo
hannah annette |
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| hay yall! how are yah! im great! haha me and brittnay had alota laughs today.. she made my heart stop to! lol she was like todays my last day and all i saw was like every memory of me and her flash before me and i was like WHAT! she was like of bein 14 im like.. omg you scared the crap outa mee! lol i was like omg.. is shock! haha and now our math teacher thinks were retarded! cause i was readin a "letter" haha about ducks and ponds haha brittNAY ballen lolthts her nick name! any ways.. and oh my gosh today was just a SPECTACULAR haha day! we worked on competition and and changed a buncha stuff its awesome! lol and we were stuntin outside and our stunt group was flyin bianca and she was wobblin so she held onto the roof! haha it was crazy and then omg on the way outa practice erica *aka* GRANDMA was like.. *do yall wanna see a four foot man eat some chicken!!* and i fell to the ground laughing cause i mean it was sooo halariouse! and i couldnt get over it! and then Kim Ashley and Erica were laughing at me for laughing so hard.. it was insane lol but like i said it was a great day! haha talk to yall later!
xoxo! much <3!
hannah annette |
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| hay yall! well brittany came over yester day and we just hung out and talked to jordan haha it was fun. i think its funny just how we met at the beggin on 8th grade and kinda broke up and now were like best friends lol its a crazy world! i dunno i just kinda have a new view on life its crazy amazing! lol i just i dunno.. its crazy i have alot of really good friends and they all care about me and i care about them! and its just really cool. but it was a fun 2 days hangin wih brittany and we took so much pictures so if you want them let me know ill be happy to send!
xoxo!
hannah |
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